Monthly Archive for March, 2006

I called unto Him, and He answered!

When was the last time you had a prayer answered in a day? Well, my prayer today was answered. It’s still has not fully come to pass, but I still wanna share it!

Powering the RFID module

Do you see the light?

That is a sign that the RF transmitter on the RFID module I am using is working! And on top of that, I figured out the problem of which the MAX232N chip isn’t working to interface the module with my PC. It’s gotta be supplied with a NEGATIVE voltage, in which was NOT exactly shown on the demonstration circuit provided by Texas Instruments in the Series 2000 Micro-Reader Module datasheet! GAH! Misled for so long.

I met my lecturer yesterday, and all that he requires of me is to retrieve some results of reading and writing to the transponder, and it is sufficient. That’s all I need in the report. Speaking of which, I have been stuck at home writing it up. Here’s a screenshot of the pages I’ve written. GAH!

Clicky, and you will see! The so many!

I’m going nuts. Praise God.

David[hmm]

PS : I covet your prayers. Thanks.

the rhema of a logos!

No, I’m not talking about ship names here.

What is rhema?

     Well, according to my measly knowledge in Christianity .. rhema is the word of the season. A word that comes from God for that particular situation or season, and it might come in the form of encouragement/impression in the spirit man, accountability partners exhorting one another, a word that is released from a pastor or more mature Christian through prayer, or through the reading of His Word. The content, however, could vary from simple sentences, phrases, or most of the time from the Word of God. Which brings us to …

Logos

Logos is the universal Word of God. It is the scripture that God has given to us in the form of the Bible. It says in 2 Timothy 3:16..

All scripture is God-breathed..

So .. catch this. All logos can be rhema, but not all rhema can be logos. Get it? Here’s an example.

     Today, I woke up to a rhema of the logos. My alarm clock rang at 8am sharp, and I turned it off and slept for a little while more. Then I got up and suddenly, my head voice was going,”Call unto me .. and I will show you mighty things.” I let it repeat, and I could trace it to Jeremiah 33:3 in which I looked up and wrote in my journal.

Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know. - Jeremiah 33:3

     As I spent time in the morning just reading His word, it came to me that the word that was released isn’t just .. for me to memorize or to be reminded of God’s telephone number [some call it that..] but rather, to be claimed and acted out in faith to the situation that I am in now. So while I prayed, I just thanked God for the rhema word of God and claimed it for my studies, especially for my project!

Just thought I’d share it with you today. Yes, you. Feedmeback!

David[hmm]

when the thought of giving up crosses your mind

It’s been a real struggle for me.

Somehow, humans like myself always try and find the easy way out. The tasks ahead really seems to be like mountains that I’ve to climb. As I visualize it, I see a tiny little stick figure standing at the foot of the mountain. It’s a daunting image, that sets itself in my mind.

Yet, there’s something in me that drives me to go on. I trace it to my small desire to accomplish a responsibility that I’ve been given. It’s been a expensive responsibility given to say the least, but moreso, deep down there’s that small desire again. I don’t know if it’s going to be up to expectation, but I can assure you that it’s the last thing that I am looking to fulfill.

I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. - Paul, in Philippians 3:14

I’ve to press on.

Don't Give Up

David[hmm]

broke something, again…

Guess what?

Click here.

Not bad. This one lasted longer than a couple of weeks. The thickness doesn’t speak much of the quality of it though. 0.73mm and it still breaks. Sigh. Trying out PlanetWaves’ thick pick now. It’s yellow in colour! FunkYYYyy. An addition to the list!

David[hmm]

.. back to life (part 2)

continued from here.

I slept till about 8:30 when my dad was just about to ditch me in the hotel. Washed up after a short affair with the TV, and headed to my late ah-ma’s place. As I stepped out of the hotel, it was drizzling. Looked as though it’s been raining the whole morning. The sky’s gloomy, I SMSed Jo. Almost as though the earth cried as one soul returns to the Lord.

Lunch was provided, and we headed off to the church in a procession. A service was held, and after that, another procession to the main road. I left them and headed back immediately after that. Didn’t follow them to the burial place, as I wasn’t familliar with the place. Moreso, I was burdened with the amount of work I am coming back to. The deadlines, in which would mean a serious certain death if I am not able to meet it, the pressure of the coming exams.

And hence, the title of “.. back to life.” Here I am, facing the report on my laptop. Gotta get to work. Thanks again for all the wishes and condolences expressed in this post. Appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

Here’s a picture I took while driving.

Road back to life

Road back to life

David[hmm]

from death.. (part 1)

I arrived back to Cheras at about 4:15pm today. It’s just 30 minutes or so, just short of the 24 hours I could have been gone. I took off at about 4:45pm Thursday evening, grabbing a Snickers bar from Petronas on the way to give me some energy and sugar to tear up the trunk roads of Selangor. Got to Sg. Buloh, and the only thing I was tearing was my hair. It was jammed, due to the construction work that was happening. Could have been worse, I thought to myself.

     I hit the trunk roads, revved my Kancil up and began overtaking. I was going at 70-80kph initially, fearing that my car wouldn’t be able to take the roads, but the roads actually smoothened up in the latter stretches so I frequently went up to around 90-100kph. My car was revving away happily. So glad I serviced it a couple of days before.

     I get there in about 90 minutes minus the Sg. Buloh stretch, and my mother greets me. Well, in my family the definition of greeting is a following of instructions or orders. I was sat down and given food to eat. Though I wasn’t very hungry. I was picking the leftovers, from the first batch of dinner and suddenly I remembered my grandmother. I hadn’t seen her yet, so I set my chopsticks and bowl of rice down and went over to her coffin. She looked like how she would when she sleeps. Reminded me of the times I used to sleep in her room. We’d be climbing all over her bed, going through her stuff while she tries to sleep. Ah, memories.

     My mom angrily calls for me, demanding me to be at the table to swat flies but after telling her that I hadn’t seen ah-ma since I arrived, she gave me a foolish smile. I don’t blame her. She was arranging most of the funeral stuff, and I would imagine the issues that she had to worry over.

     Later that night, at 8:30pm the memorial service took place, and my cousin preached. Keh Shuin. All the way from US. Of course, he was born and bred in Sekinchan, before he went all the way to US to come back all the way to Sekinchan again. Fuh. He spoke really enthusiastically, but I wouldn’t say the same for the attentiveness of the crowd. Nonetheless, he preached his heart out, and almost coming to tears when he spoke of his last few encounters with ah-ma.

My night ended after some char bee hoon and beer.

(to be continued…)

David[hmm]

PS: Worthy mention of the music I had with me while I was driving. Jo spent “sleepless” hours preparing me a playlist, and I really enjoyed it. Thank you so much.

good night, ah ma

Just got news that my grandmother has passed away. Covet your prayers for my family. Thanks!

Will need to make a trip down to Sekinchan on Wednesday, after class. And come back the next day after the funeral, before 3:30pm for class. Don’t know the arrangement and the timing yet.

David[hmm]

EDIT : My brother’s tribute.

UPDATE : There’ll be 3 services. Night services are tomorrow and the day after, 22nd and 23rd of March. The last service is on the morning of the 24th. Then followed by the burial. Will be driving to Sekinchan on Thursday evening after my class, hopefully in time for the service and then spend a night there. Will return the next day, after the burial and when everything’s over. I just called my mom and .. she told me that ah-ma went peacefully. I’m glad.

laptop’s new brain

My HDD failed on me. Thank God I was able to back my data up, most importantly my studies-related files, and then the rest like my music, and movies. I’ve just spent the last couple of hours setting my laptop back to it’s original setting, and I suspect it’ll take some more hours before I am able to reach full productivity again. Chat with me online when you see me, kay?

I’ve gotta go. Will continue updating and installing later. CLASS!

David[woohoo!]

How much is self worth, worth?

     The words “self worth” surfaced in one of my conversations with HweeYen, and at that moment both of us were able to relate to how there were times when our self worth suffered. There wasn’t any continuation on that subject in our conversation, but I am still thinking about it a few days after. And what better way to clear one’s mind but to put it down on .. paper. Well, sorta.

     As per title, worth as I see it … comes from two sides. First, is external worth. I understand that in saying external worth, the misunderstanding of it being the value a person gives based on appearance and outlook might arise, but I am not here to evaluate what people see on the outside/external and the worth of which is birthed from that perspective. By saying external worth, I am referring to the worth that is given by an external source based on what a person should/would truly be valued. Which brings us to the question of ..

How should a person be valued?

     Is it about appearance? I wouldn’t deny that it would have some effect upon a person’s valuation, but it definitely isn’t THE ONLY worth that a person should be given. It would be detrimental to people who aren’t outwardly beautiful in the eyes of many, or have some form of physical disfigurement. Though I’d have to mention that there are people in these world who live to obtain these kind of given worth. Those who display their bodies and sell their “assets” just to obtain that sense of worth would sadly end up with a misconstrued perspective of self worth.

That was how NOT to value a person. This, is what I feel a person should be valued and given self worth upon:

Inner beauty

     Beauty, usually associated with women becomes a unisexual term I suppose, when describing the inner being of a person. It’s the character, the personality, the thoughts and its patterns, the maturity, the experience, the spirit of the person. These are the aspects of which I feel a person should be given worth upon. Not only the good traits, but even bad ones too. Not that bad traits are taken as good, or a condemning stand is taken against them but the manner of which the person handles his/her bad sides would definitely speak magnitudes of his/her maturity. I don’t know any famous quote to support that statement, but I’m sure it speaks for itself.

And then there’s the internal worth that a person gives to his/her self. The question then, could be formulated this way:

How much do you think YOU are worth?

     People who have low self-confidence would naturally value themselves lowly and people who ooze with charisma and assurance of themselves would score high on the share market. I suppose there’s also the danger here where a person values him/her self too lowly, or too highly. Having too high an opinion of yourself is as bad as having too low an opinion of yourself, I heard from a pastor.

Romans 12:3,”For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you.

God’s worth for us

     As I begin to think about how much my own self worth is worth, I realize that while the external and internal worth given to an individual is valuable and of some effect, it’s how much God values us that really supercedes everything. That’s a kind of self worth given by God that should never ever suffer, because all of it has been written in the Bible. How before we were conceived, God had thoughts of us, how God knows the amount of hair we have in our heads, how we were all fearfully and wonderfully made. So many assurances of our position, status in Christ in the Bible. I don’t have time to elaborate, sorry.

     In closing, I’d like to share the challenge I have for myself, and I hope that you’d be challenged too. I feel like I have not been giving worth to everyone around me [and for those who have felt that way about me, I am truly sorry and I hope that you'll find grace to forgive me], and that God’s challenging me to do just that. To give worth to people. Not just people that I like, or like being around with, or .. are worthy of giving worth to but to everyone that I cross paths with. There are just so many people out there who needs to be given worth, and maybe that worth that’s given to them would help them build their internal self worth too. Maybe then, ultimately they’ll come to know of the worth that God has given to them. That’s how I see it.

I hope this has blessed you. Leave a comment, if it has/hasn’t.

David[hmm]

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     Another enhancement! I noticed that .. when I reply to comments from someone, they don’t come back to check if there’s a reply. So I’ve installed a plugin to help notify you if a reply has been posted!

It’s enabled by default, each time you post a comment. If you do not wish to receive any notification, remember to UNCHECK the option, just after the text area before you click “Submit Comment”, kay?

Other than that, keep ‘em comments coming!

David[hmm]