Monthly Archive for December, 2006

bullseye!

Praise God! The report for this month’s ending is out. And .. the numbers are ..

A whopping 158% achievement! The 58% in red [I wonder why it's still in red. Hmm...] means that I have overshot my target by 58%! Truly, God’s blessings come abundantly and overflows! It’s the first time I’m hitting my target ever since I’ve started work and it feels exhilarating! Of course .. the thoughts of the comission coming in really makes my eyes go .. $_$ too .. you know. But .. aahh. Praise God.

My bosses are happy with the results, and one of them also asked,”How did he do it?!”. Of course .. I wasn’t there .. but yeah .. deep down inside me, it’s an encouragement from God that I took the path that He led me to, a couple of months back.

So .. yeah. Praise God!

David[woohoo!]

I dreamt that I was a CEO!

    I walked into the boardroom full of people in power suits and blazers. I set my leather briefcase down on the floor right at the middle of the long table where my right hand men were seated on my right .. and my left hand men were seated on my left. Naturally. Hmm..

    After settling down, the attention of the people in the room focuses on me .. just waiting for me to say something.  I greet them and ask,"How's everyone today?" I gathered generic, mumbled synchronous responses in which I reciprocate by asking them again with greater gusto. This time, I get a more enthusiastic reply.

Then, the twist in the dream comes here.

I started an ice-breaker.

I went,"Okay guys .. let's start with an ice-breaker!"

"It goes like this. First, you find an adjective that matches the first letter of your name. Like for Daniel here on my right. He could use the adjective … let's say .. D for Dangerous!"

"So, he's Dangerous Daniel!"

And everyone in the room laughs, cause we all know that Daniel's hardly .. dangerous.

"Now, everyone understand? I'll start! I'll go by … Dashing David!"

Hmm.. maybe I'll be CEO one day. Maybe I'll have ice-breakers like that before meetings. Wouldn't it be cool?

David[hmm] 

worship culture

I was just telling some friends, that I'm reading a deep book. The title of the book is "Discerning the spirits : A guide to thinking about Christian worship today".

    I've actually had this book since .. early September, but haven't had the time to finish it. I was almost a third into the book, when work settled in and all. Now that I am on my holiday, I'm making good time and progress on the book and I just thought that I'd share a couple of points that I've gathered from the book.

What better way to start than to have a quote!

Cultural adaptation of worship is inevitable, even as we are "inevitably subject" to culture. So if worship isn't adapted to this culture - including, to some measure, contemporary popular culture - it's not that it is being adapted to no culture, but to some other one. Worship doesn't take shape in a cultural vacuum, for a culture is the gospel's atmosphere, worship's habitat.

You know, we say words like "The culture nowadays is to .. " at the headings of our sentences that describe a particular way that things today are. Even the pastor at my church here in Penang commented on Sunday over the pulpit that 20 years ago, things were so different. 

    Culture is something that, to some extent, governs the way we live, the way we speak, the way we are as a whole. As implied by the inverted quotients in the quote, we are "inevitably subject" to culture. While this is true, and bringing this point forth .. we know that there are bad cultures and good cultures around. It takes us to filter, and be filters of the culture so that firstly, we ourselves will seep the good culture, and get rid of bad culture for our own good. And only then can we be the examples/guides to the rest around us by filtering it for them. 

Same goes with worship. Especially worship, since there are just so many influences of music, words, lyrics, melody lines, sound in general.

Here's what John Calvin said.

 In truth, we know from experience that song has a great power and strength to move and inflame the hearts of men to invoke and praise God with a heart more vehement and ardent.

In saying that, we also know that in similar ways .. darkness and evil nature can also be incorporated into melodies and harmonies. 

So how? Here's what the book continues to write.

Music moves us, or at least it has a powerful potential to do so. And so does God, who sometimes uses music as His instrument. But as Handrikus Berkhof's work suggests, God does not always move us, not even in worship; and not all that moves us is of God. 

    I know that sometimes .. God just doesn't move us during worship. For whatever reason it is, I'm sure that many people experience it. I'm not implying anything by making that statement, so don't judge me on that but .. yeah, that's besides the point. The point is .. sometimes .. being inclined in a particular way of worshipping with music governs what we think worship and the music used together with it is. Where as, worship really is quite able to be achieved on its own WITHOUT the use of music. 

    I'm addressing the culture nowadays, to have a certain way music during worship should be played. Be it loud, or made soft to accommodate the decibels that the ears can take .. the imposition of standards upon the church at large to "perform" in the aspect of worship. Even worship bands from Australia, or the US. Planet Shakers have their own culture, Hillsongs have their own culture, Passion in the US have their own style. 

    Back to the first quote. Worship will be adapted to a culture, be it our own culture, or the culture of another. It is adapted to the culture of which the message of the Gospel will and can be communicated and that the people will have the ease of relating to God through that style of worship. 

Culture changes. Another inevitable fact. Knowing what to adopt and what not to adopt is what requires discernment. Hence the book. Hehe. I've not finished the book yet, so .. stay tuned for more thoughts.

I guess, the reason why I am reading this book, and the thoughts that are coming to me regarding the culture of our society and worship in the church is that desire to improve as a worship leader. It's important to understand what can be done for worship in the church .. and what cannot be imposed on the congregation, according to the culture of the society that we are in.

Deep, huh? I think so too.

David[hmm] 

gimme a break!

Yeah.

     I'm on leave, but I'm crying out for a break here. I made the mistake of not turning off my phone in the morning. Had a client call me at 9am, and subsequently .. at 10. Then lady boss called, and there's no returning to lala-land after that.

  I think, there's no escaping work .. if you're in the sales line. Takkan, you won't answer your client's call .. when there might just be a 5-figure business deal behind that one phone call? Something that you've been working on for the past month, and suddenly it comes through for you?

Ah.

    The bane of the cell phone. From now on, I'm turning it ON, only after lunch. Then I'll get a report of all the missed calls and return the calls of those which are important. Heha.

I guess I kinda expected it already, but it was the late night out yesterday bar hopping.

Yeah. Bar hopping.

Ooh .. never heard of that before, from David, huh? Ooooh. :p

    Was out with some high school friends, catching up. I guess .. the definition of catching up nowadays is going to a bar and get some alcohol. Maybe watch some "ah-bengs" do the joget/dangdut dance to boom boom music. It was hilarious. 

    So, sleeping at 4am and getting a customer demanding for something at 9 am isn't exactly the break I was looking for while I am here in Penang. Another one more week to go, before a new year at work beckons!

David[hmm] 

it’s that season..

Where everyone goes on leave, and productivity goes down by 50%. Or more. Looks like it's more.

Anyhow, just wanted to quickly update the blog before I leave for Penang in a short while. Wanna thank God for a couple of things:

  • As of today, the 23rd of December .. I've busted this month's target by close to 49%. That means, my total sales for this month is 149%! And .. with a few more orders coming in, I think it just might hit 200%. This is just a phenomenal, in my 4th month of work. The numbers for the past 3 months - 1%, 18%, 70%. Will update on the final amount for the month soon.
  • That I can go back to Penang. It's been way too long. Look forward to the break, and hope to be a good son to my parents!

Alrightey then. Gotta go.

David[hmm] 

funny fact of the day-vid #4

If you catch me on a good day, you might end up with a good expensive meal!

David[hehehe] 

closing the year

    Gosh, does time fly, or does time fly? Just early this year, I was still in Uni, attending classes faithfully .. finishing up my assignments in good time, driving my MAC Kancil skillfully. Then I had my exams, and I was sleeping 8 hours through that whole period.

    And final final exams was over, and I floated around for a bit .. undecided to whether return to Penang permanently or not. Had a good long holiday at Sabah, and started looking for a job shortly after returning from the land below the wind. God then provided the job that I am currently in, and I've just received my confirmation letter last week.

    That's such a short summary of that has happened this year. The many "mini-breakdowns" that I had, the experiences of life, the encounters with God that changed me, the friends made .. and lost. Looking back, I think to myself,"Have I grown as much as God wanted me to grow?"

I know for a fact that I have not grown sideways, physically .. haha. I'm still as thin as ever.

    But on a more serious note, since there's just 2 weeks left to the year 2006, I'm taking this time to reflect on God's hand upon my life, and count my blessings. Things now have gotten so busy at work, I barely have the leisure of time to be as reflective as I used to be.

    I thank God for providing me with a break, during this time. I'll be going on leave from the 22nd of December. It'll be a working Friday, so I'll be off after work. Will be making my way back to Penang for an 11-day holiday. Took 4 days leave, the 26th till 29th. I have not seen my parents ever since work began. By the time I see them, it would have been 4 months.  When I was a student, 4 months wasn't such a long period, but I don't know why it's so different this time. Maybe I'm finally coming to my senses, haha. 

    I don't know what's to happen in this last 2 weeks of 2006, but I sure do hope and pray that there'll be a directive from God for the coming year. I think I'd still be on the worship team leading worship with a guitar, but I'm sure there's more beyond just that. 

I'm excited. I wonder what God has, up the sleeve of His oversized robe.

David[hehe] 

mature, or immature?

    I wonder if people ever consider the maturity of the person that they actually consider having a relationship with. Many times, physical attributes of the person considered for a relationship takes precedence over every other aspect of the person itself. I don't know you'd feel, but if I were a girl and if I asked the guy who's coming after me,"Why are you trying to court me?" .. and his reply was,"Cause you're so fair/beautiful/tall/happening/you've got a pair of big .. you know what .. eyes.", I'd be severely insulted. 

    That's why I have never done that to any of the girls I've liked before. Some people might not agree with the statement I've just made, but the heck I care about what they think. I've always been real, and will continue to be. 

    I've always been able to find a reason for every single person that I've liked, beyond physical attributes. But in saying this, I have never discounted the aspect of physical attractiveness .. but just not as the drive of my motives. But hey, if the person that I have found to like is pretty, I can't help it right? *wink

As the subject advertises,

mature or immature?

    I know that there's all there is to like in a person who displays maturity in their life, but .. sometimes .. if you would agree with me, there is something attractive about immaturity. If you disagree, leave now and forever hold your peace! *kidding

Someone once asked me,"Why you suddenly like someone who is not so mature?" Well, my answer, almost inadvertently was,"Because the person I liked before this was a quite mature, so .. yeah .. a change is sometimes good." I guess, it was largely that but beyond the need for change, at that moment I kinda felt that maybe it was better to find someone who's not so mature that will not have a mind of their own that wanders 3 times around the world before finally concluding a decision.

    While that appeared to be a bane to me, little that I know that someone who lacks maturity will wander around the world 3 times, walk away from you and not realize that you were waiting for an answer. 

So how?

    I know I have not brought forth many points in this entry, nor have I weighed many things .. but in conclusion, I guess it's still best to just be friends with everyone, and enjoy singlehood as much as time permits. No harm getting to know all the girls, pretty or not .. a little better. 

David[hehe] 

PS : Oh, another conclusion. Be financially stable first! If not .. how to buy nice clothes to go out pak tor? Right or not?

PS2 : Kidding on the pak tor part. 

joke of the day #1

What do you call a local Malaysian singer that doesn't like Motorola phones?

Answer : 

Aji-no-MOTO 

David[hmm]

PS: I give you two days to find the answer. I'll belanja you makan, if you can get the answer, okay? Just post your answers in the comments below, and I'll tell you when you've got it right. 

world of ministry, or ministry of the world?

Do you find yourself spending more time and resources in church than at work? Are most of your nights after work spent in activities that contribute only to the kingdom of God? Or so it seems?

I'm afraid that many Christians today suffer from the impression that ministry is all about doing all the stuff that they do in church, being on the worship team, doing audio/video .. and whatnots. I mean, it IS that .. but not only. If the frame of mind does not expand or beyond that, ministry becomes almost like a world of its own.

Ministry should not be stereotyped to a form of activity, but rather, a lifestyle. And it's not constrained to the compounds of the church or programmes run by the church. If people began to realize that even WORK itself is a ministry, us Christians might be so much more effective in reaching out to the community around us.

I'm in my 4th month of work now, and it's been quite a learning experience, seeing what is in the real world where I, as a Christian encounter what the world truly is. Maybe the industry that I am in isn't all that scary, imagining the dark world of illegal entertainment, but the environment is still relatively new to me. 4 months of work is also the time I've been back with Glad Tidings, involved in church "ministry". Being on the worship team, worship leading regularly every month, attending prayer meeting, practices, cell group, and celebration services .. and I have been wondering …

Is that all to ministry? Well, I most certainly hope not. I'm trying to be effective at my workplace, not only just being a good employee and colleague, but also as a friend. And I realize that it takes time and much effort .. And to be frank, it's hard because .. I've been so involved in the world of ministry, that I do not remember how to minister to the world.

It's time to stop being ignorant. The world is quite a sad place, I feel. But it's Christians that bring the joy of the Lord which will change the atmosphere and the lives of people around them. And I guess, for a start .. I'm just being as pleasant as I can at my workplace, and make sure people are comfortable around me.

David[hmm...]