Archive for the 'Faith' Category

man in the mirror

Okay, enough with flying laptops.

Today, I woke up and pondered about my state with God. I committed my day to God, and while I looked into the mirror as I was washing up, I saw a reflection of me. It was an inverted one, but still reflecting my physical features the same.

Same ol’, same ol’.

I mean, it’d be different if there was a zit the size of a 20cent coin on my forehead that erupted overnight .. or my scalp decided to uproot all my hair. So .. I really wouldn’t expect a major change to happen to me physically over the course of one night.

As I drove to work, I pondered. About how the traffic’s almost the same, about how I know what to expect at specific portions of my journey to work, and parking, and about how the office access system is 10 full minutes faster than actual time.

My desk looks the same, my desktop looks the same.

And as I sat down, I asked myself,

“Have I stopped expecting changes?”

I think it’s really easy to be caught up with the routine of thing. When day to day things like giving thanks for the food, praying for the sick, leading worship become the back of your hand .. it’s easy to lose track.

The track of which God wants you to go on.

It’s not that we’re outrightly going against God’s will, but sometimes we’re just ignorant of what God is trying to tell us.

It’s like the man who looks in the mirror, walks away and forgets how he looks like.

Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. - James 1:22-24

Did I forget what I look like this morning?

I hope not.

in the dark…

… I sat on the toilet floor, with the lights off.

But …

break our hearts, Lord

Last weekend’s service was one of those that you never ever thought God would touch you, but He does and makes you cry your heart out.

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birthdays

.. I’ve never been big on.

Guess it wasn’t a culture that I grew up with, but it seems that this trend is changing.

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where is God in your day?

Where is God in your day?

Is He in the 2-second thought about how the day is going to be while you lie in bed struggling to get up?

Or a passing thanks-for-the-food while having breakfast, lunch and dinner?

In your car, on a worship CD while driving to and back from work?

After a prayer is requested by a close one, or cell member?

Or in that moment where you scream,”Oh my GOD!”?

Just before bedtime?

Or just before dozing off?

Where is God in your day?

what do I want?

Yesterday, Liz asked me what I want for my birthday .. and I gave it thought.

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it’s a new season!

Durian season is upon us! Woohoo!

But that’s not what I’ll be writing about today.

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Missions Trip to India

“India? Of all places?”

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officially sold.

Ah. Handed the keys, collected the money yesterday.

Quick and easy.

Here’s the story:

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walls close in around me

I look left
Right and I see
Walls closing in around me
I look up
And the ceiling comes down
I run

Searching for refuge
I found none
Searching for comfort
I found some
But none compared
To the sight of You

I lift my eyes
And see a light
Through a crevice
You glory shines
I lift my hands
In surrender

Suddenly
I am delivered
A sunrise dawns
And I feel a warmth
Your hand closes around me
I am embraced.